6/22/10
I wrote this on 6/22/10. It was in the drafts box of my email. I wrote it trying to write a verse for a school project when I was in St. Paul. And I just read it and it's really honest. For that moment of my life. And I'd like to share it with you so here it is. A glimpse into me a year ago. I haven't cut anything out- I left it raw like all my writing so you can see my thought train.
I am here
Now
Whatever that means
I am existing
And I am not sure why
I wonder if there is a point
I wonder if you’ve got a joint
To split with me
Maybe we could share
Love and share
I am speaking to you
I like to think that men are like flowers
That each one although unique and beautiful are the same
They like their own beauty and wash in the waves of wind but do they really think about a time like now where its so perfect and I cant help but think about you and the perfection of that?
Let me retract
To dose
in fact bleed
without chance is enticing enough to some
blame the gun to give us rush.
I like words
I like to say them when they don’t make sense
I like to wash in a pool and bathe in an ocean of love and abundance
its not too much what I really want to do is spread the love the wealth
I don’t need any help but I need drugs to come alive sometimes
its true I like the feelings
is it wrong
I am no judge
it depends on your view of what such drugs does
I like to think that I am spiritual
That I know what the fuck the purpose of all this is but I am not sure
This is me I am here to make a difference
Ive been thinking about these Ideas and I guess its time to lay them out right now what I want to be doing
Loving.
I love you
I am happy to be here and thankful
Rhyme scheme
Things seem that
I am moving
But I do not know where to
I know where from
Above
I always say that
And the words flow Thru me
Today it is a meaning of something
I am going to say what I want
I want love
I want honesty
And sometimes I suck at being honest and saying those feelings But id like to be better
To make a difference
Knit you a sweater cause this weather is wetter
I am in love with a dude that is a fucking scrub!!!
Like wtf
I have a bunch of friends
But I don’t feel close to any of them
I want to express my feelings honestly to everybody
And not be scared and show ppl honesty is really effing beautiful
When you are honest, That’s when you realize we are all the same
When you stop playing that game
Of kiss and tell Stop and go Blow n go
I want to just write
And read what ive written To others
Share that
Like story time
Adventure club
Where we go do cool things
Story time
Where we just share pieces
Put on a flow
Match the groove
One two And go
Taste the love it’s a should
We love the taste down south you should
Taste the love its true
Love is what you make it
The words aren’t faked
Just a take
So I am here For a reason Obviously
And nobody else is gonna sit here and tell you the truth except me
So im gonna take this time
Spit a rhyme share in time the moment of my youth
I know that my purpose here in this life is huge
I have these dreams sometimes
its the end of the world but im ready
smoke fills the atmosphere steady,
That I have ideas bigger than school and that I am great at what I do
And to see in me somebody that is going somewhere
That one star student that shines above the rest
I feel I am that student
That student that as much of a student she is, she is also a teacher grants
I like to tell people they are stronger than they believe they are
I want people to remember their magic
We think we cant do so many things
Because we don’t try to do them
And everytime ive tried to do something I can
I am able to do them and it works out
And so
I like these words but they aren’t saying right what I want
Who am i
Brittney hartshorn
I love life
I love words
I love playing
I love staying
I love making
I love playing cracking waking taking baking
I am going to create now
Off to
Write
I am here
Now
Whatever that means
I am existing
And I am not sure why
I wonder if there is a point
I wonder if you’ve got a joint
To split with me
Maybe we could share
Love and share
I am speaking to you
I like to think that men are like flowers
That each one although unique and beautiful are the same
They like their own beauty and wash in the waves of wind but do they really think about a time like now where its so perfect and I cant help but think about you and the perfection of that?
Let me retract
To dose
in fact bleed
without chance is enticing enough to some
blame the gun to give us rush.
I like words
I like to say them when they don’t make sense
I like to wash in a pool and bathe in an ocean of love and abundance
its not too much what I really want to do is spread the love the wealth
I don’t need any help but I need drugs to come alive sometimes
its true I like the feelings
is it wrong
I am no judge
it depends on your view of what such drugs does
I like to think that I am spiritual
That I know what the fuck the purpose of all this is but I am not sure
This is me I am here to make a difference
Ive been thinking about these Ideas and I guess its time to lay them out right now what I want to be doing
Loving.
I love you
I am happy to be here and thankful
Rhyme scheme
Things seem that
I am moving
But I do not know where to
I know where from
Above
I always say that
And the words flow Thru me
Today it is a meaning of something
I am going to say what I want
I want love
I want honesty
And sometimes I suck at being honest and saying those feelings But id like to be better
To make a difference
Knit you a sweater cause this weather is wetter
I am in love with a dude that is a fucking scrub!!!
Like wtf
I have a bunch of friends
But I don’t feel close to any of them
I want to express my feelings honestly to everybody
And not be scared and show ppl honesty is really effing beautiful
When you are honest, That’s when you realize we are all the same
When you stop playing that game
Of kiss and tell Stop and go Blow n go
I want to just write
And read what ive written To others
Share that
Like story time
Adventure club
Where we go do cool things
Story time
Where we just share pieces
Put on a flow
Match the groove
One two And go
Taste the love it’s a should
We love the taste down south you should
Taste the love its true
Love is what you make it
The words aren’t faked
Just a take
So I am here For a reason Obviously
And nobody else is gonna sit here and tell you the truth except me
So im gonna take this time
Spit a rhyme share in time the moment of my youth
I know that my purpose here in this life is huge
I have these dreams sometimes
its the end of the world but im ready
smoke fills the atmosphere steady,
That I have ideas bigger than school and that I am great at what I do
And to see in me somebody that is going somewhere
That one star student that shines above the rest
I feel I am that student
That student that as much of a student she is, she is also a teacher grants
I like to tell people they are stronger than they believe they are
I want people to remember their magic
We think we cant do so many things
Because we don’t try to do them
And everytime ive tried to do something I can
I am able to do them and it works out
And so
I like these words but they aren’t saying right what I want
Who am i
Brittney hartshorn
I love life
I love words
I love playing
I love staying
I love making
I love playing cracking waking taking baking
I am going to create now
Off to
Write
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