it just came out like that

Sometimes I don't know why people are so stubborn. They want things but they don't go get them. They are afraid. Of having what they want of being the people they want to be because for the first time nobody is telling them what to do they gotta go figure it out themselves. Do yourself a favor and tell yourself it's going to be easy because it is. And your gonna be on to the next and thinking about somethin different right after. 
If you want something stop wishing for it because it's not going to understand your indirectness. 
You need to be real and alive and direct.
Take an active role in your own life. Say fuck a victim. You are the superhero and I don't know why you've been lying to yourself all these years. But now you know. 
This is the other side of Brittney.
The brittney that wonders why you sit and dwell in pain when you could be completely happy if you just allowed yourself to be. To move on to forgive yourself and be you. And if it's not in your being to be happy 24/7 then just be happy like 8/7 or something but don't spend your life being sad or mad or pissed off because you can do something about that. So do something about that.