Inner monologue

To be honest. I could really be doing things but I'm really not doing shit about it. I'm scared.
That's just lame. I mean do you know who I am?

I guess we all have moments like this but why? " everything could be BETTER"

I mean its good and I'm happy but what's the yearning for?

Ah-ha!

It seems as though there are some things with which you haven't quite faced. How come?
The finality of it all.
When you make a decision you really must make a decision. I'm kind of wading although what is that doing?
Nothing.
What are you waiting for?
Maybe until I really know?
But you already do. And you already have.