What a day

My nightly ritual. I'm in bed early cause I have early rise tomorrow. I am here with you god. I know you never left. I know that no matter what I face it is meant to be . Thank you for these opportunities to be who I am even though these moments feel so odd. At times I feel so lost and confused because I don't know what is coming next but I guess the message is to just relax in it . Look b u can talk yourself thru anything maybe u just needed urself to do the talking thru. I am ready. I am present. I am connected. Thank you to the special souls in my life with whom I share a deep spiritual relationship . This journey is just getting started ?