This dream

It seems it can take over 

And only later do u realize it had the hold reign 

And what can you do or do you do

You consciously change now in the moment

And decide you make it better from. This point on

It feels like I've just been running this race n then I settle in for a minute only to know that shortly I have to race again never fully enjoying the break. 

I now can change the tale the dream what ever that shit is I guess 

So now it is 

My beautiful world and I can create all that I wish out of this beautiful world

This beautiful world contains all my beautiful creations who deserve love and only love from me

And if I ever act backwards from that it is unconscious ego driven taking over the body mind vessel vehicle

Not I

How many times can u say sorry for stupid shit

How many times do u make a mistake again and again

What becomes learned

A realization it could have been what we you decided it to be

The power was in your hands the whole time

It was your power to wake up and change it 

However

You fell back asleep into it letting it control you

Come out of it now

This is your control

This is who you are

Born to reign

After 25 years of thinking like her so does she become her

Peace be on earth now

Vibrating through everyone everywhere I know this is now truth