Unbound

Was the card the oracle self in me pulled today.

unbinding myself from past lives, past contracts, history

its like

all the karma is done

its been completed, yet sometimes i still live in it, i still create it , as a part of my reality.

I identify with it, it makes me who i am (is what i say to myself) (its the story i tell myself)

yet today, i have the choice to define with something else

i have the choice to give love to that path

i have a choice to forgive

i have a choice to let go

i have a choice to heal

i have a choice to be better be bigger than i have ever been before

i have a choice to do what i have never done

break the cycle

make a choice to live another way

now i choose and allow all the energy of the new life of the new memories of the happy pleasantries of it all

it was all a blessing it was all so perfectly meant to be

it taught me how to love myself

all of it, every part of it, im blessed,

maybe the path that was always possible still is

maybe that was the timing

maybe all those things happened for this one reason

you're going with me now arent you

in this way it is okay

he is the sweetest man and he does the sweetest things for you and loves you completely

he says all these things you always wanted him to, it is just simply the way he shares his love with you

this is what you are thinking

you're like realizing now maybe

even the now moment of this other thing

this now moment is like

its a part of the dream

the dream is happening in front of your eyes

you are the dreamweaver and the dream master

you are the originator of all this

yet at some point

did you forget

did you forget who you were

its okay

we expect this

and so when you remember that is the party

that is the singing and the feeling

that is when you start to hear the music

its an archetype sure and it also has totally happened to those who've experienced it

i mean i am going with you and its like

i can picture it

i can see that even this now is for some greater bigger thing

maybe the thing that i always dreamed and wanted regardless

maybe that thing is still alive and well

maybe this is all that stepping stone that place to that experience

that forever dreamt

that like

you almost know that it could totally be its like it was already written

and its as if you already knew it, only you forgot a bit

this is sort of life in a nutshell

so you are unbound

you are free

you have forgiven

the past is past

it has flown through you like water

we are thankful for it, like we are thankful for all life

we are thankful we are connected we are truth

we are living in the future as we say this all

did you know ??

oh yes i knew

you will say

just watch

this was all a part of the plan

now if you can stay in the knowingness with me about this for long enough to create it then we will be golden