thankful for the time where im not writing in this thing any more because i cant sleep

thankful for being in a good loving place i know that god is taking care of me and providing for me all these special circumstances of my life. i can only speak of and notice the good things so here i am noticing the good and knowing the good is here now and  i know this subtly and truthfully

i just am so thankful when the man is present that knows how much it means to me and bes here for me when i need it most

just knows and gets my past and does things in his own way that are better than anything that had been in the past. 

just is better than any one else

i know nothing that people do in their own lives is because of me, it just their own stuff coming out.