I made this thing called the manifestation book

And everything I wrote in it came to be, even moreso. Down to who I am and what I look like today. Remember the power that you hold today to control your reality. Start thinking new thoughts, go to different places and be the you you want to be. Not who you have always been but the you you are when you are realizing everything is perfect. 

You must really connect to who it is you are and really go through with all the things you said you would. Not that it is not going to be easy, but it's your life. 

You will get through it. And on the other side will it appear easy.